SECRETS OF MY MIND!

TO ME YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SUCH A SPECIAL FREIND
NOW GOALS AND TASKS TO ME YOU SEND
NEVER DID I THINK YOU COULD BE MY DOMINANT ONE
OR THIS LIL ONE COULD BRING YOU SUBMISSIVE FUN!I BET YOU DONT KNOW FOR YEARS IV FANCIED YOU ROTTEN?
I CHERISHED ALL YOUR ADVICE,NEVER A WORD FORGOTTEN
ITS A DREAM COME TRUE THE WAY WE CHAT AND TEASE
MAKE EACH OTHER SMILE,AND EQUALY SEEM TO PLEASE!IT’S ALMOST LIKE YOUVE BEEN TRAINING ME FOR YEARS
GETTING INSIDE MY HEAD,HELPING ME FACE ALL MY FEARS
WHO EVERE HAVE GUESSED IT-TRACEY AND ERIC
COULD POSSIBLY BE A DOM/SUB MATCH ALMOST PERFECT?

I KNOW ITS JUST FOR FUN A MONTH OR TWO
AN ADVENTURE TO EXPLORE BETWEEN ME AND YOU
BUT YOU KNOW ME,THE ONE I HIDE BEHIND MY MASK
YOUR SURVEY PROVED THAT,YOU KNEW EXACTLY WHAT TO ASK.

SOMETIMES IT SCARES ME BECAUSE WITH YOU I CANT HIDE
YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES ME TICK SO VERY DEEP INSIDE
THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WHERE I WANT TO RUN AWAY AND HIDE ANYMORE
MY BODY IS MY GIFT TO YOU….I NEED YOU TO PLAY WITH AND EXPLORE.

FOR 4 YEARS NOW IV BEEN FIGHTING YOUR ADVANCES
I DONT WANT TO RUN ANYMORE INCASE THERE IS NO MORE CHANCES
SO CONSUME MY BODY WITH ADVENTURES,LET US SHARE SO MUCH FUN
TO MY SEXY ERIC FROM YOUR LIL CUM SLUT SUBMISSIVE ONE.X

BE MY BAT OUT OF HELL…………..LOL.X

YOU COMPLETE ME!

THERE IS THIS PLACE FOR YEARS IV VISITED IN MY OWN HEAD
LEGS SPREAD,HANDS UP ABOVE ME,RESTRAINED TO THE BED
THE PERFECT POSITION FOR ANY SUBMISSIVE TO BE
OR AM I MORE THAN JUST SUB CAN YOU SEE THE PERFECT PET IN ME?

PLAY WITH MY HEAD,IT NEEDS A GENTLE MIND FUCK
YOU MIGHT JUST FIND THE REAL ME WITH ANY LUCK
DELVE DEEPER AND DEEPER I PLEAD REALY DIG UP MY MIND
YOU MIGHT BE PLEASANTLY SURPRISED WITH THE SUBMISSIVE YOU FIND.

THE EXITEMENT THAT CONTROLS ME WITH EVERY WORD YOU SAY
TAKES ME TO A PLACE WHERE I LONG FOR YOU TO USE MY BODY TO PLAY
OH HOW I DREAM TO BE THERE SIR KNEELING BY YOUR FEET
COLLAR ON LEAD IN YOUR HAND MAKING MY SUBMISSION FEEL COMPLETE.

AN EXPLAINATION OF”WHO AM I?”

He gave her a pet name"lil cum slut 
 his submissive that yearned to be used by
another
allowing both there needs to be
satisfied
just the thought of the way’s he could
use me
Fill me with
such a deep pride 
Longing,hungering
to be tooken to subs space
taking
all she is allowing her a feeling of pleasure 
Received with all her submissive grace
fulfilling her dream of being tied down 
Not able to move a limb 
Being control at the mercy of another 
others cant see why this may appeal?
or
understand it free’s her mind 
to give into her needs and wants 
To have him make her cry real tears
offering who she is,all of her ,she wants
him to take 
Accepting
whatever he chooses with her submissive grace 
no one understands why subs seek humiliation 
and see it as a way for her Dom to show care
or love 
Yet she know she is
cared for desired and wanted 
 to her there is no sence of degradation 
 just because her head’s bowed eyes cast down 
 dosnt make her the lowest of the low
because
she is misunderstood by some of you
 because she offer
over her body and mind
 yest she is humbled to be his
sub offered this place.
So
what if she seek to feel his punishment 
For the slightest misdemeanour 
longing to feel pain disciplined by his hand 
not just seeking the pleasure of pain 
but alway’s thirsty always longing for it 
she has no need to explain why she walks
this path
  always seeking
and looking for it
 for to her only when fear and
pleasure are entwined
 will
she fully fell she is submitting with all her grace

FROM FREIND&MENTOR TO MY DOMINANT ONE.

I NEED TO BE DOMINATED IN SUCH A SPECIAL WAY
TO LET THE SUBMISSIVE WITHIN ME COME OUT TO PLAY
THE MENTION OF YOU WITH WHIP IN HAND GIVES ME THE SHIVERS
THAT PICTURE OF ASS IN LEATHER FLOGGER STRETCHED OVER YOUR BACK
CAUSES ME TO BITE MY LIP WHILE IT GENTLY QUIVERSTHE THOUGHT OF YOU USING THE PADDLE OR THE CANE
FEELS LIKE AN ELECTRIC SHOCK RUSHING THROUGH MY BRAIN
ALL THOSE POSSIBILITIES ENDLESS SCENARIOS AND SCENES
ALLOWING ME TO GIVE MY SUBMISSION THIS WAY,
NO-ONE COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS.

I HAVE BOUNDRIES AND LIMITS I LONG TO BE PUSHED
A NEED TO FEEL MY SUBMISSION IS FULLY BEING USED
TO KNEEL BEFORE YOU,HEAD BOWED,EYE’S DOWN CAST
JUST THE THOUGHT OF THIS MAKES MY PULSE RACE FAST.

GUIDING ME,TEACHING ME TO SERVE YOU TO PERFECTION
MY BODY A CANVAS ON WHICH FOR YOU TO DO YOUR SKETCHING
SERVING YOU FREELY IS SOMETHING I FIND COMES WITH EASE
SATISFYING THE NEED IN ME,THE URGE I HAVE TO PLEASE.

MY SUBMISSION IS A GIFT MISUNDERSTOOD BY SOME
TO UNDERSTAND IT FULLY TAKES A VERY SPECIAL DOM
ONE WHO HAS MY FULL TRUST AND THE HIGHEST OF MY RESPECT
THE ONLY DOM WHO HAS ALWAYS SUPPORTED ME,NEVER SHOWING NEGLECT

TAKING ME SO LONG TO SEE YOU MY POTENTIAL DOM,IS SOMETHING I REGRET
JUST THINK OF THE 4 YEARS IV WASTED SINCE ONLINE WE FIRST MET
FINALY IM SHARING YOUR PATH ENJOYING NEW ADVENTURES AND FUN
AS I LET MY ONLINE FREIND AND MENTOR FINALY BECOME MY DOMINANT ONE!

 

YOU SET THE REAL SUBMISSIVE IN ME FREE!

SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE OF ME
LIES THE SUBMISSIVE I LONG TO BE
PART OF ME I THOUGHT NO-ONE COULD FIND
UNTIL YOU CAME ALONG AND SOMEHOW READ MY MIND

LEGS OPENED HANDS ABOVE HEAD
TIGHTLY RESTRAINING ME TO THE BED
BLINDFOLDED,MAKING EVERY SOUND SO CLEAR
FILLING ME WITH EXITEMENT,ANTICIPATION AND FEAR.

OOH I CAN HEAR THE SOUND OF A FLOGGER WHIRRING
MY HEART RACES,MOUTH GOES DRY,EVERY EMOTION INSIDE ME IS STIRRING
OOH GOSH……WHEN WILL IT MAKE CONTACT WITH MY SKIN?
LET ME FEEL THE SENSATION I CRAVE DEEP WITHIN!

KNEELING BEFORE YOU IN FULL SUBMISSIVE GRACE
WAITING TO BE USED,OBEDIENTLY WAITING KNOWING MY PLACE
THIS BODY AND MIND OFFERED FREELY TO YOU FOR PLAY
ALLOWING ME TO SERVE YOU IN MY FULL SUBMISSIVE WAY.

EXPLORING ALL I OFFER YOU TO ITS FULL POTENTIAL
USING MY SUBMISSION IN THE WAY I SEE AS ESSENTIAL
ALLOWING ME TO GIVE YOU ALL THAT I CAN BE
SETTING MY FULL SUBMISSION TOTALY AND UTTERLY FREE!

SUB SPACE

THERE’S A PLACE THAT I VISIT IT’S CALLED SUB SPACE
YOU WILL KNOW WHEN IV GONE THERE YOU CAN SEE IT IN MY FACE
VISITING THIS HEAVENLY PLACE IS SO EASY TO DO
THE DESTINATION IS REACHED SIR BY FREELY SERVING YOU
PINS AND NEEDLES BEGIN IN MY FINGERS THEN MY TOES
MY BREATHING BECOMES DEEPER HEART RACING AS IT GOES
SLOWLY PULSING THROUGH ME IN SUCH A PERFECT RYTHME
CAUSING EVERY MUSCLE IN MY BODY TO GRACEFULLY SPASM
COMING BACK DOWN TO EARTH THE EMOTIONS IN ME BEGIN TO STIR
AS I TRY TO CATCH MY BREATH SO I COULD THANK YOU SIR
VISITING THIS VERY SPECIAL PLACE IS SOMETHING I CANT HELP BUT DO
FOR IT IS THE DESTINATION I REACH WHEN I FREELY SERVE YOU.

SUBMISSIVES PRAYER.

 

Allow me
the strength to answer questions I can’t fathom.
Allow me the spirit to know
His needs.
Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace.
Allow me the love
to show Him myself.
Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him.
Allow me the
light to show us the way.
Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him.
Let
me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him.
Let me open
myself up to completely belong to Him.
Let me accept my punishment with the
grace of a woman.
Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself.
Grant me the
power to give myself to Him completely.
Give me the strength to please us
both.
Permit me to love myself, in loving Him.
For it is my greatest wish,
my highest power to make His life
complete, as He makes mine.

 

HIS DOMINANCE DANCE

 GOOSEBUMPS ALL
OVER MY BODY,ALL UP MY ARMS

WHEN I REMEMBER
OF HIS SKILLFULL CHARMS

OF TAKING IN
EVERY MOMENT OF HIS LOVING GLANCE

AS WE ROLLED
ROUND THE BED TO HIS DOMINANCE DANCE

ONE STEP AT A
TIME AS WE’D SHUFFLE THEN SLIDE

TILL HIS MUSICAL
TUNE WAS IN ME DEEP INSIDE.

 

NO TUNE LIKE
THIS BEFORE HAD EVER BEEN HEARD

THE ONE WE
COMPOSED TOGETHER AS WE LAY IN MY BED

I WISH THAT I
HAD STORED IT ON A MUSICAL BOX

OR THAT I COULD
SOMEHOW TURN BACK THE HANDS ON MY CLOCK’S

FOR THIS TUNE IS
SO VERY RARE YOU SEE

IT CAN ONLY BE
HEARD WHEN HE IS PLAYING ME

AND IM NOT SURE
IN MY ETERNITY,I’LL EVER AGAIN HAVE THE CHANCE

TO ONCE AGAIN
HEAR OR FEEL THE BEAT TO THE MUSIC OF HIS DOMINANCE DANCE!

 

EMPTY EMOTIONS.

A MASTER THAT IS SLAVLESS IS LIKE A
HEART WITHOUT A BEAT

A SLAVE THAT HAS NO
MASTER STRUGGLES TO STAND ON HER OWN TWO FEET

BUT WHAT DO YOU DO,IF YOU BELEIVE
FOR EVERY TRUE MASTER THERE IS ONLY 1 TRUE SLAVE?

AND YOU HAVE ALREADY MET AND PARTED
EVEN THOUGH YOUR SOUL YOU GAVE

WHAT ROAD DO YOU TAKE? FOR THE PATH
IS NOT CLEAR

WHEN LIVING WITHOUT THEM FILLS YOU
WITH DREAD AND FEAR.

 

WILL A MASTER SEEK A NEW SLAVE AND
START OVER AGAIN?

DOES A SLAVE FIND A NEW MASTER TO
SERVE,TO CONTROL HER URGE FOR PAIN?

IS MY DARK ANGEL GOING THROUGH THE
SAME EMOTIONS AS ME?

KNOWING I WAS BORN TO SERVE HIM,IT
WAS ALWAYS PLAIN TO SEE.

DOES HE MISS ME AND THINK OF ME
SEVERAL TIMES A DAY?

OF THE SERVITUDE I GAVE HIM IN SUCH
A UNIQUE WAY?

 

IS IT TOO LATE TO TRY ONCE
GAIN

FINDING FAITH IN EACH OTHER BEFORE
WE BOTH GO INSANE

HE WAS RIGHT WHEN HE TOLD ME"YOU
AND I WE ARE AS ONE"

BECAUSE NOW HE HAS GONE MY SKY HAS
NO SUN

SHARING MY HEART WITH HIM AGIN IS
MY LIFE’S GOAL

FOR MY SEXY DARK ONE ALREADY OWN’S
MY SOUL!

 

 

THE PERFECT PAINTING

THE MASTER TAKES OUT HIS WHIP,BELT
OR CANE

TO PROVIDE THE PLEASURE OF HIS PAIN
HIS SUB’S EARNED AGAIN

THE BRUISES AND WELT’S THAT WERE
LEFT ON HER SKIN

GIVE HER AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT
OF PRIDE DEEP WITHIN.

AS SHE GLANCES AT THEM IN A MIRROR
MANY TIMES A DAY

WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE,SHE LOVES
HER SUBMISSIVE WAY.

 

HANDCUFFS OR RESTRAINTS,LEATHER OR
LACE

HANDS TIED,HEAD BOWED,EYE’S LOWERD,
HER SUBMISSION HAS SUCH GRACE 

WITH A STERN VOICE AND A HARD
HAND SIR IS HER GUIDE

LEADING HER THROUGH LIFE,RELEASING
HER SUBMISSIVE SIDE

THE ONE FOR MANY YEARS THAT SHE’D
DENIED AND HIDDEN AWAY

THE SIDE TO HER THAT ONLY A
DOMINANT COULD GET TO COME OUT AND PLAY.

 

DOMINANCE AND SUBMISSION GO
TOGETHER HAND IN HAND

LOVE IS SHARED,SHOWED AND GIVEN
EXACTLY AS WE PLANNED

FROM SUB SHE EARNES HER PLACE AS
HIS POSSESION HIS SLAVE

ONCE CLAIMED AND COLLARED A SLAVE
ALWAY’S KNOWS HER PLACE.

 

A SUBMISSIVE IS A MASTERPIECE,SHE
IS A WORK OF ART

THE MASTER IS AN ARTIST,BUILDING
PERFECTION FROM HIS HEART

THE MASTER LIKE AN ARTIST SLOWLY
APPLYING HIS PAINT

TO HER BODY LIKE A CANVAS THAT SHE
SO FREELY GAVE

ONE WITHOUT THE OTHER IS BORING AND
DULL YOU SEE

BUT MIX THEM BOTH TOGETHER,AND A
PERFECT PAITING THEY WILL BE!